The Ramblings of a Semi-Educated Mind

8:40PM

The Sting Ray and The Rose

Light skin
With rosy cheeks
Perfectly arched lips
And soft, soft hair.

An Irish rose that can’t compare
With any other rose.

It cries, it cries
In the face of adversity.

A fragile rose?

Dried and crushed
Under my swiveled shoe.

Brown eyed beauty.
A still stern face
Wrought in quiet holiness
That cannot be broken.

The sting ray
In the night.
Would you crush the rose
If it were not for fear of her thorns?

No, you say, no.

Perhaps
Underneath
The petals and fur
They see themselves.
Adorn the other
In secret reverence
Anointed as one.

8:39PM

The Sting Ray and The Rose

Light skin
With rosy cheeks
Perfectly arched lips
And soft, soft hair.

An Irish rose that can’t compare
With any other rose.

It cries, it cries
In the face of adversity.

A fragile rose?

Dried and crushed
Under my swiveled shoe.

Brown eyed beauty.
A still stern face
Wrought in quiet holiness
That cannot be broken.

The sting ray
In the night.

8:36PM - New poetry

Spare Parts

Stop her!
She is stabbing out her eyes!
Her big beautiful eyes!
Blue Eyes!

She is sobbing with delight!

She is laughing off the blue!

She is twisting the pick in the socket!

Grab her hands,
Tie her down,
We can fix her,
I’ve got spar parts in the back.
Received them just yesterday,
Two blue eyes.

Will she ever be the same?

Of course,
She’ll be the same as always
Same as blue eyes.
Is she tied down yet?
She’s laughing
Dark
On the table.

Ok
We’ll just pop in the spares
Clean her up and done.

That was easy, so easy!

Now keep her away
From sharp objects.
Don’t let her see
Her eyes are blue
Or you’ll have to replace them again

Yes, yes,

Keep her down
Load her up
If that doesn’t work you can sell her.
I’m sure if you dress the scars
You’ll fetch a pretty penny.

11:52AM

Well, Spring Break has been over for alost a week now and I'm still adjusting. I've got my court date next week and I'm not looking forward to it!!! On a good note, I'm probably going camping tomorrow, weather permitting. If it's too cold, then me and Katie and Mama P are going shopping and possibly staying in a cabin for a night of girl stuff....I love it!! I hope they don't mind me coming along, I mean they both say they love having me and they'll have their mother daughter time together, but I know that sometimes a day isn't enough for tha bond to be satisfied. I miss my mom.

Alyssa, I love you sweetie!! You are such a good friend, unlike like some people who wouldn't stand up for my character, I know that I have you to back me up and that's SUCH a good feeling. I mean, sometimes I don't know if I can trust my mind, being accused of something with that much evidence against me, albiet circumstantial, made me wonder if I did one of those suppress it in my memory kinda things. I'm glad you were there to keep me straight (no pun intended, though that is kinda funny). I really appreciate you taking my side even after what Matt said about your hat. Honestly, it was a joke. Matt confused sincerity with the truth. I mean I knew that Jesse wasn't going to take the hat and I knew that you would have totally forgot that you left it there, you know. I totally forgot about even doing that until he brought it up, which goes to show that it meant nothing. I really hope that you believe this, because why would I try to hurt you after all those heart to hearts and such??? I don't want to push away the people that I'm close with and the fact that you know sooo much about me (i.e. me and bryan etc) should say that I truly value you as a friend and confidant. I try to be open, but it's hard to disclose something like that because I always think people are going to think negatively of me because of it. I know that's probably ridiculous, but I can't help it.

Anyways, as one can probably tell, a lot of shit went down over my spring break. My favorite moments: car rides with Alyssa, lunch with my dad, seeing wrigleyville again, tongue peircing, being outside, and nice hot showers, I love showers. I think that last one deserves a snerk!! Hmm...what else can I possibly say to update this stuff???? I don't know.

When in doubt, one can always reflect on the undeniable knowledge of Good Ole Chuck. Thanks Chuck, thanks....

More updates will follow....promise!!!

10:02PM - YOU KNOW IT

You're 90% Irish

Congratulations, you're a shining example of an Irish lass (or lad). There's hardly anyone more Irish than you!

10:30AM

I was happy, swallowed down,
Attracting uneasy attention,
Discovering, simultaneously,
that it was no value,
Time on account.
Tangential expirements might always fail,
Ground in spite,
Furiously stale.
It's a short stretch,
A small jump,
To see that
It only proved what was already.

10:27AM

The passages lie in the deep stillness of the Labrynth,
A moss covered castle of the West world.
Calculations of tranquility and peril,
Plunged and grown into insensitivities.
Danger lies in ambush,
So burrow below the moss and whistling walls.
Hurry on, scratching paws.
Sink into the unsullied passage quite content with my return.
Chain my interest
In the moss,
In the walss,
In the Labrynth.

10:44PM

Because Alyssa wants me to post this shit, I will. So presenting my poetry:

I can twist words words like the metal wires of a chain link fence.
I form the fence miles long so I can keep you struggling.
Get over, get through, to the other side.
Don't be suprised though, can't you see right through it?
The mutalated battle field of truth and wisdom and meaning.
It's a death trap,
A barren wasteland where you have to dig, always dig,
Underground, where the scorpion awaits the desert night.
Here is where I lay,
Where I fabricate and compound more chains to the fence.
But, don't let the scenes of this dessert dispose your decision.
The firelight is burning blue from the kerosene doused cars.
It's beautiful, stunning, like personal starlight.
Around this fire we can dance in celebration,
Celebrate the night, the space, the fence,
Celebrate your climb,
Celebrate the achromatic world you departed from
And this world that's new and bold and blue.
Cool your blisterd fingers and warm your glacial feet.
Join me in the making of the fence,
So others will understand the challenge,
The fear, the grass, the light, the heat, the clouds,
This world, and the old world, and the next world.
But, you can never return from what you see and what you learn,
The ticket to this world is bought with anguish
And always a little hesitation.
Don't sway yourself one way or the other,
Just do what you would do,
And always remeber that here we push forward and the we stand still.
Do your feet twitch?
Or does you back hurt?

10:44PM

4:20PM

Wow, I never update, sorry Lyss, I'm sure you wont read this unless I tell you I updated. I'm going to University of Iowa Wed-Fri this week, so I get to ditch on Senior ditch day without having to pay any consequences! I have to miss LOST on wednesday though, but Mr. Pawlicki will tape it, so maybe it's not that bad. Oh well, I guess there isn't much else to say, sorry Lyss I don't live a very interesting life. Bye
Dom is hot

9:42PM

I really should stop posting randdom shit I need to WRITE MY ESSAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

9:31PM - Nick

I'm suposed to be writing essay's, instead I'm aweing at Nick Hexum...He's so pretty...Even his voice is hot...I don't know how I ever lived with out him...

8:49PM - Xtra

So i've been doing this extra thing for a movie called Roll Bounce. It stars Little Bow Wow and takes place in 1978. I've met a lot of hte people in the movie so i'm so going to see it when it comes out. Every person that reads this should see it. It's about roller skatting and showdown kinda 'Bring-it-on"ish. It should be enjoyable. Nick Cannon is in it. The plott is mainly the garden crew's (Little Bow Wow's skate team people's) roller rink gets shut down and they go to the Sweet Water roller rink where a showdown begins between them and the Sweet Water skate team people lead by Sweetness tthe mega-skater. It ends with a big skate competition. I was the girl in a rainbow dress or sea green pants or tan pants with a peasanty shirt. I was always on skates. And I was constantly shocked (static shock that is) by the tanest of the Sweettness goons, Jason (aka JRock or "Guy who can't snap")who is a skater that's acting. He kept trying to trip me and my friends, and he wouldn't give me his autograph or his headband (it was one of those inside jokes). We made up names for all the people because we didn't know there names. We eventually learned them (either by meeting them or by a person that knew them), but we still called them by their nicknames. There was a guy that was like Jason, his name was JD (aka Foreman because he looks like an Eric Foreman kinda guy). He really looks like Elijah Wood, and he's only 16, which suprised me. There's Dan, an actor that is skating, who we call FAZ (foreign asian student) because he's asian. Paul is Slick because he's a jocky guy with slicked back hair. It was so fun doining it, but it got really hot in the roller rink. My feet always hurt at the enmdd of the day and that really sucked but the worst part was that we got hiome at midnight or later and got up at 4-5:30 in the morning. It was worth it though. $96 a day to stand around and do nothing or skate or sleep. I want to go back again before school starts. Hopefully I get my essays done by Monday.

10:33PM

BOO-YA!!!!!!!





...don't ask.....

10:30PM - Change of colour

My favorite colour has recently changed to green, so iwas bored and did this quiz jigger over again

I like this one too, not the chances,but atleast its more than 0% so there's still a chance
HA!

10:25PM

so elton john seems to be my guy...thought he was gay, guess I'm so damn irresistible he wants to swing for a taste on the straight side. Hmm...this kinda sucks.
I still claim dom as my own
fuck you coporate world!

10:23PM - h

Would anyone want to bang you? by phobia
Name:
Favorite Food:
Wants to Bang you:
This many times:	128
Quiz created with MemeGen!

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6:32PM - hell ya

11:23PM - crap

I'm talking to michele through AIM, we havr the craziest conversations,so great:
JStarr006: hey ya
ALIAS espionage: holla
JStarr006: holla back
JStarr006: yo
ALIAS espionage: how's it goin?
JStarr006: purty ok
JStarr006: ya know how it is
JStarr006: jive turkey
ALIAS espionage: lol, right
ALIAS espionage: so, shall we kill jason?
JStarr006: we shall
JStarr006: I told him we were going to
ALIAS espionage: in the depths of the night...
ALIAS espionage: oh, u called him?
JStarr006: we will stalk him
ALIAS espionage: yes
JStarr006: yes I did
ALIAS espionage: ahh, much funness
JStarr006: oh yes
JStarr006: his phone was dead
JStarr006: all day
ALIAS espionage: suuuure...
JStarr006: me parants
ALIAS espionage: but i called him at like, 7
ALIAS espionage: and he didn't kno
ALIAS espionage: ?
JStarr006: I called him at 8
JStarr006: me parants said
JStarr006: that they might rather have me go with mike
JStarr006: if he'll let me
JStarr006: they think he''s more responsible
ALIAS espionage: why?
ALIAS espionage: oh
ALIAS espionage: riiiight...
JStarr006: yah
JStarr006: pickle
ALIAS espionage: if they only knew...
JStarr006: I know
JStarr006: ALIAS
ALIAS espionage: stylee
JStarr006: espionage
JStarr006: SHOULDER
ALIAS espionage: indeed, isn't it an awesome sn?
ALIAS espionage: ?
ALIAS espionage: MOTHER
JStarr006: oh yes
JStarr006: mother is right
JStarr006: misss ?
JStarr006: miss
ALIAS espionage: *ding ding ding!!!*
JStarr006: dong
ALIAS espionage: we have a winner
ALIAS espionage: lol
JStarr006: oh ya
JStarr006: lol
JStarr006: ur funny
JStarr006: funny
JStarr006: funny
ALIAS espionage: suuure...
ALIAS espionage: man
JStarr006: what'
ALIAS espionage: whacca gonna do, laugh the last three to death?
JStarr006: tell me ur problems
JStarr006: funny man!!!!!!!
ALIAS espionage: lol
ALIAS espionage: so my dog is a complete whimp and sissy
JStarr006: heather is on and imed me
ALIAS espionage: with a pu, if u catch my drift
JStarr006: yes i hears
ALIAS espionage: ahh, heather...
JStarr006: pu
JStarr006: I do not catch ur drioft
JStarr006: ahh as in scream or as in AHHH
ALIAS espionage: sissy - si + pu +
JStarr006: oh
ALIAS espionage: : sissy - si + pu=
ALIAS espionage: yea
ALIAS espionage: lol
JStarr006: lol
JStarr006: lol
ALIAS espionage: indeed..... ur mom got it
JStarr006: ahh as in scream or as in ahh
JStarr006: got what
JStarr006: AHH
JStarr006: so much
JStarr006: conversation
JStarr006: oh well
JStarr006: kyle broch
ALIAS espionage: ahh!!!
JStarr006: Last name
ALIAS espionage: (as in hot hot hto)
JStarr006: whatever
ALIAS espionage: brauch
JStarr006: hot
JStarr006: Dane Cook
ALIAS espionage: brauchbrauch
ALIAS espionage: kyle hot
JStarr006: brauch
JStarr006: Dane hot
ALIAS espionage: no, kyle hot
JStarr006: see kyle
JStarr006: see dane
JStarr006: see kyle hot
ALIAS espionage: babies of kyle and dane, omg, HOT HOT beyond HOT
JStarr006: see dane hot
ALIAS espionage: hot, dane, hot!
JStarr006: see babies hot
JStarr006: make babies, make
ALIAS espionage: ooo... se kyle make
JStarr006: hot, babies, hot
ALIAS espionage: make, yle, make!!!
JStarr006: see dane make
JStarr006: make dane, make
ALIAS espionage: see kyle make dane
JStarr006: see dane make kylle
ALIAS espionage: oooo... kyle like dane
JStarr006: look
JStarr006: dane like kyle
ALIAS espionage: look at kyle!
ALIAS espionage: look at little kyle!
JStarr006: look at dane
JStarr006: look at little dane
JStarr006: see
ALIAS espionage: here comes dane
JStarr006: see the hot
ALIAS espionage: look at little kyle gorw!
JStarr006: come dane come
ALIAS espionage: ooo... see kyle come
ALIAS espionage: oh kyle!!!
JStarr006: come kyle, come
ALIAS espionage: that would be way too hot for words
ALIAS espionage: way
JStarr006: way
JStarr006: too
JStarr006: way
ALIAS espionage: i have to stop, or i'll freaking... freak
JStarr006: we're nutso
JStarr006: with a capital N
JStarr006: U
ALIAS espionage: no, kyle's nutso
JStarr006: T
JStarr006: S
JStarr006: O
ALIAS espionage: nut-r-so hot!
JStarr006: o
JStarr006: yes
JStarr006: o
ALIAS espionage: o indeed
JStarr006: yes
JStarr006: indeed
JStarr006: good chap
ALIAS espionage: indeed
ALIAS espionage: cheerio
JStarr006: cheerio old chap
JStarr006: akright old chap
ALIAS espionage: *kt*
JStarr006: on ward
JStarr006: I miss her
JStarr006: its pathetic
JStarr006: really
JStarr006: I'm just lost
ALIAS espionage: meh~
JStarr006: meh!
ALIAS espionage: you guyz r tight
JStarr006: fuckin meh!!!!!!!!!!!!

ALIAS espionage: like tigers
ALIAS espionage: it's understandable
JStarr006: maybe
ALIAS espionage: it what i meant
ALIAS espionage: meh~, i can see that u miss her- like
JStarr006: like
JStarr006: pretzel
JStarr006: good
JStarr006: like kyl;e
JStarr006: dane
JStarr006: dom
JStarr006: lijah
JStarr006: billy
JStarr006: orli
ALIAS espionage: mmm... watch kyle and dane pretzle
ALIAS espionage: *contimplates*
JStarr006: pretzle
ALIAS espionage: how would on pretzle?
JStarr006: *also contemplates*
JStarr006: one would pretzle
JStarr006: by bendingg
JStarr006: into a pretzle
JStarr006: that is to say they could
JStarr006: and they could
JStarr006: I'll teach them
JStarr006: and maker them
ALIAS espionage: no, i'd be perfectly willing to help you instruct...
JStarr006: ok
JStarr006: but ur not as flexible
JStarr006: HA
ALIAS espionage: i'll take kyle, thanks
JStarr006: HA
JStarr006: fine I get dane
JStarr006: flag
JStarr006: yo
JStarr006: fkag
ALIAS espionage: hey, you should have read this article in US News that i read
JStarr006: flag
ALIAS espionage: lol
ALIAS espionage: kyle's hotter
JStarr006: nuh uh
JStarr006: article
JStarr006: ?
ALIAS espionage: it says stretching before excersie has no real effect
ALIAS espionage: yea, shhh
JStarr006: thats bull
JStarr006: I can tell the diff
ALIAS espionage: naw, studies confirm
ALIAS espionage: i can too
ALIAS espionage: !
JStarr006: it helps with pulling muscles
JStarr006: and shite
JStarr006: !!
JStarr006: Double
JStarr006: yoi
JStarr006: yo
ALIAS espionage: yea, it actually just releases hormones that make pain less noticable
JStarr006: I'm copying this convo for KT

JStarr006: and such
ALIAS espionage: why?
JStarr006: cause its funny
JStarr006: pain less noticable?
JStarr006: ?
ALIAS espionage: it does
JStarr006: I'll take less noticable
JStarr006: thankyou very much
JStarr006: thank you
ALIAS espionage: when you stretch, it tears a little at the muscles, and then you feel it, and it releases rexol or something, and yea...
ALIAS espionage: it just does!
JStarr006: weird
ALIAS espionage: lol
ALIAS espionage: i know, right?
ALIAS espionage: i would never give up stretching or anything
JStarr006: right on
JStarr006: guess what
ALIAS espionage: hmm?
JStarr006: debbie and heather just started talkin to me
ALIAS espionage: ALIAS>
JStarr006: yep
JStarr006: ALIAS
ALIAS espionage: yea, yo tambien
JStarr006: whats that mean again
JStarr006: ?
ALIAS espionage: tv show?
ALIAS espionage: to have another idenity?
JStarr006: really?
ALIAS espionage: yea...
ALIAS espionage: look it up
JStarr006: I also
JStarr006: that's what it means
JStarr006: i also
ALIAS espionage: like pickles
JStarr006: shite
JStarr006: pickles
JStarr006: mm hmm
ALIAS espionage: but i *like* pickles!
JStarr006: he's hot
JStarr006: w/ hot
JStarr006: together
JStarr006: but not like that
ALIAS espionage: mmm....
ALIAS espionage: o, mmost chillinous like that...
JStarr006: mmm...
JStarr006: chillinous...
JStarr006: yes...........
JStarr006: oh yesss.......
JStarr006: ssssssssssssss..................
ALIAS espionage: say yes

Ya, we're nuts

7:21PM

god I'm a bored bored person today
for info on whatever, my dad was in ICU for two weeks. He had an anurism. that means bleeding in the brain. he's doing extremely well, especially because he left the hospital so early and shite, he recovered faster than anyone else at UofI in Chicago Hospital. He saw one of the best brain surgeon in the world.
So he's home and my summer vaca has become a slur of watching my little brother, work, and taking care of my house.
I've been quittin' smoking. OMG I'm goin nuts. I have an extremely short temoer, which for those who know me probably are thinkin' WTF?? J* and temper don't match.
Ya so I guess I'll keep that updated
so I'm goin